Sunday, January 31, 2010

i wish

that karma were real and that everyone got what they deserved.

i haven't been able to post any beautiful pictures in here lately, because i'm in the middle of transfering my pictures from my old laptop to my new beautiful macbook. perhaps that adds to my disinterest in keeping this thing updated. oi.

Friday, January 22, 2010

winter break

i'm sad to say it's coming to an end. it has been absurdly lovely, though. i've had plenty of time to relax, read, sleep in, spend endless hours with chris, and be a homebody. at the same time i'm happy that i forced myself to get out there and be social even when i felt like staying under my blankets all night.

to be perfectly honest, while i'm sure the classes and everything that comes with next semester will be swell, i really am just looking at this next semester as "my last semester at community college until....______" what that blank will turn into, we'll see.

tonight i'm sleeping in the living room, so that i can fall asleep to the sound of the rain.

i hope you're all doing wonderfully.

Monday, January 18, 2010


i've already read three books in 2010, yet i cannot write an entire paragraph.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

i want

i want to be selfish tonight. i want to be the one who gets all of the attention and i want all of your time. i want you to care about my feelings over everyone else's and i want to hear every good thought you have about me and none of the bad ones. i want all of it and i want to be the first priority and nothing less.

i don't want to be childish or immature, but sometimes i just can't help it.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010